It hurts,..

IT HURTS when you learn that people you trusted implicitly - whom you were taught not to question - were "pulling the wool over your eyes" albeit unwittingly.

IT HURTS to see the looks of hatred coming from the faces of those you love - to hear the deafening silence when you try and talk to them.

IT HURTS to know you must start all over again. You feel you have wasted so much time. You feel betrayed, disillusioned.

IT HURTS when you feel you are all alone - that no one seems to understand what you are feeling. It hurts when you realize your self confidence and self worth are almost non-existent.

IT HURTS because you know that even though you were deceived, you are responsible for being taken in. All that wasted time........ at least that is what it seems to you - wasted time.

THE PAIN OF GRIEF..

by Jan Groenveld

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"I've wasted so much times being nice to people that hate you because of silly things..whether you're matured enough to understand them or they're stupid enough to understand you"

but

heyyyy,..

i still have lots of brilliant friends out there that never hurt my feelings. In fact, because they are well educated, they never take silly things as a big matter to destroy your relationship..

Shootttt,..i need to forget everything urgently..luckily i have a wonderful husband, daughter, family and true friends around me,..

ALHAMDULILLAH..